cement on my feet

feel stuck-ed again.

feel that i'm always in the same spot.
never moving forward.

some are climbing the corporate ladder so quickly.
some are building their empire with their burning passion.
some are buying what they want (fine! what i want. im green).
some are hitting the five yrs mark in a couple more months.
some are preggie and/or having their new born.
some are holding their dinner. in fact so many in oct!!

i dun have any passion or skills or talents!
it has been coffee tea ever since i got out of school, which means 6yrs already!

shop is not doing any better.
almost every other week catch a rat or a thief.
if not will be sales doing a dip and drop pattern.
and it's not making any decent profit.
in fact, i'm eating myself out.

doesn't help with all those house loan. reno loan.
all kind of loans and bills are draining me.


think im just feeling crappy coz stupid rumbling tummy have been bothering me since monday. plus falling sick contirbutes to the emotions. =(


i need a cake and B&J ice cream.
blah.