Wednesday, December 29, 2004

How things how changed...

Times really fly fast when you're experiencing changes from one thing to another.

For starters, I choose Valuair. Simply because of money. Money can do a lot of wonders as well as damages. It can help me through my Uni studies, it can make life easier for me and Mi. Damages: overspending on everything and end up saving nothing but with a pile of bad debts on my arse.

Secondly, I passed my T.P. finally!!! On the 4th November to be exact. =)
Bought my black/grey bike with my own money, with two years of installement to pay off.=(

Thirdly, finally bought a digital camera!!! Nothing fancyful... Just something simple that I know how to use without reading the instruction manual. =)

To be very frank, I seriously doubt 'bout my choice to be with Valuair. Work is simply just a tad way too stressful. Not because of "WORK" itself, but the stress lies in the people there. And yes, the roster sucks. I can't "officially and openly" change my shift till end of April. It's feels so restrictive.

And of course not forgetting my darling.... MiMi... He's going to be away after Chinese New Year and IT'S MUCH WORST THAN HIM BEING CONFINED IN CAMP. Overseas calls are darn expensive. And I beginning to wonder how "high" my handphone charges are for this month...

Well, in conclusion, things changed for the worse in my perssimistic opinion. I lost precious time to be with my Mi. I lost relevant work experience in the industry of what I've studied in the past 3 years. And frankly speaking, how I wish to give up everything now and just go back to school and be the naive school-children.

I realised I don't really have anything to be happy, glamourous or proud of. Well, of course with the exception of MiMi. =)