i'm very upset, very heart pain...

My sister is having her customary wedding in end May, thus she started her seating arrangement plans. As you know, the bride and groom will have a VIP table each and 1 table can seat 10(max 12) person.

My mum planned this...
1) dad
2) mum
3) grandma
4-7) dad' brother's family (4person)
8 & 9) dad's brother and daughter
10 & 11) that brother of mine and his attitude problem GF.

WAH LAU!!! WHAT ABOUT ME?????

What the hell is my mum thinking?
Is dad's brothers more important than his own daughter?
What's the meaning of this?
Am i not your daughter?
Am i not your family too??

heart ache so much..
eyes are starting to tear whenever i think 'bout it..
lost my appetite for a moment, and snacking more than usual the next moment ..
have the urge to shop for things i don't need..
having moderate mood swings especially when i see mum..

Why are you so bias??
=..(

i'm just very upset, very heart pain...