Dilemma

Will I miss You?

You created so much agony, too much turmoils, and some phobia as well.
You caused me tonnes of sleepless nights, coupled with frown lines and insomnia.
You gave me loads of headache so many unnecessary tears and some disfiguration on the physical aspect.

You transported me to another world, a very different one indeed.
You opened up my eyes, to view the world, see the culture and smell the air.
You gave me beautiful memories which perhaps no others can create.
You bought me to places which I have never dreamt of going, and left a picturesque impression.
You bought me laughter, joy and made me smile.
You even taught me some important lessons in life, and i learnt them well.

You are so close to my heart, yet why did you give me so much heartache?

There is no unwinding of the clock.
There is no second chance of us getting back together, ever again.
Not that i know of. No such possibility.
This is the hardest and toughest decision.

Tell me, Will I regret leaving You behind?