Saturday, August 18, 2007

18 August 2007

I went to have my lash "extended" yesterday. Can't rub my eyes vigorously anymore, can't remove eye shadow with just one swipe, can't go swimming(i dunno how to swim), cant' go sauna(so hot!! i'll melt inside within a second)..
Kinda troublesome and expensive($128 leh!!), but for vanity sake!! =)

Going Perth later.. Feel so sian, gotta work thru the night again. No wonder i can never look young.. People always think that i'm 26(or even older), when i'm only 23(going 24 in October!!). Anyway i don't have "decent-looking" skin, so guess it doesn't really matter...

Was eating lunch with Kate at her house in the noon, both of us feel so empty... No guys wants us.. Or rather her lar.. At least she have a "constant supply" of suitors. Me? Maybe 1 is 6months. Hee.. Kidding lar.. I have WL mah..

She said i seem more down ever since i join SQ. More impatient, more gloomy, just simply more unhappy.

Yeah babe, you're spot on. Don't ask me why..

Maybe don't have a goal? Maybe feel that this job is getting me nowhere? Maybe sick and tired of talking, searching, looking? Maybe i just want to find The One and settle down and have my own Cove. Maybe it's just my wishful thinking. Maybe i should not think that much and let the river flow.

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