20 August 2007

"Depress" is the word to discribe how i'm feeling at this point of time.. and not that kind of physical depress ok!

You see.. This is the very short summary of what's going on my troubled, confused mini puny mind...

Couple of minutes ago, i called Courts the sales guy. From the first said delivery date of August 8th, delayed to 20th August. And now he say maybe on 26th-28th August.. I mean WTH??? That's like a month delay liao leh!!! PATIENCE ah loy!!! *gggrrrrr*

The EX messaged again.. Me feel pain in the heart. The feeling never fade, and always as fresh as the day it was delivered. Mind can't stop thinking 'bout him even though i know it's not possible anymore. Nothing is impossible. Impossible is nothing!! That's why i will now totally erase my feelings for him forever! =)

Got a bloody(literally) ten cent bruise on my right knee cap.. Well,if i remember correctly i use my kneecap to push my cargo bag.. Hee, i know - so unglam.

Dunno lar.. now too stone.. Slept only two hours in Perth before the alarm sound.. freaking migraine has been bugging me since the plane nose gear touched down at 1230pm..

The tune of Justin Timberlake "My Love" and Aaron Kwok "Ai Qing" keep running through my brain.. Can't shake the tunes away.. =)

18 August 2007

I went to have my lash "extended" yesterday. Can't rub my eyes vigorously anymore, can't remove eye shadow with just one swipe, can't go swimming(i dunno how to swim), cant' go sauna(so hot!! i'll melt inside within a second)..
Kinda troublesome and expensive($128 leh!!), but for vanity sake!! =)

Going Perth later.. Feel so sian, gotta work thru the night again. No wonder i can never look young.. People always think that i'm 26(or even older), when i'm only 23(going 24 in October!!). Anyway i don't have "decent-looking" skin, so guess it doesn't really matter...

Was eating lunch with Kate at her house in the noon, both of us feel so empty... No guys wants us.. Or rather her lar.. At least she have a "constant supply" of suitors. Me? Maybe 1 is 6months. Hee.. Kidding lar.. I have WL mah..

She said i seem more down ever since i join SQ. More impatient, more gloomy, just simply more unhappy.

Yeah babe, you're spot on. Don't ask me why..

Maybe don't have a goal? Maybe feel that this job is getting me nowhere? Maybe sick and tired of talking, searching, looking? Maybe i just want to find The One and settle down and have my own Cove. Maybe it's just my wishful thinking. Maybe i should not think that much and let the river flow.

Lap Top...

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!

I'M BLOODY IMPATIENT!!!!

Am still waiting for the HP laptop to arrive... My patience is running a bit low... But since it's reasonanbly prices (S$1500), I shall grind my teeth wait...
But at 12.1", is it really that worth it??

Suppose to collect my work shoes at Loyang, feeling a bit lazy to go collect leh... Well you see, it looks like it's going to rain (or not??)... Heehee...

Going London this Sunday. I'm definately not a fan of that country, cause simply it's too expensive... Singapore $3 is to GBP1!!! Ya hor.. Still need to go money changer to change for Pound.

AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!! PATIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!