Bikey...

Hee hee... Went to make arrangement for my bike on Saturday(17/07/2004)... Feel happy but not exhilerated or what... Happy 'coz I have my OWN VEHICLE... But not so happy 'coz of financial committment from now on. Hmm.... confusing and putting myself in a dilemma... (-_-")

Going to take my Test soon... In 'bout less than 2 weeks... Gee,most probably I will fail... (^^)

My silly MiMi going for field camp soon -- 1st till 7th August. Then another one from 16th-18th August. Hai... My Test MiMi not around... My graduation MiMi not around. It's not because he's not around when all those events are taking place. It's just simply because I will miss him alot alot. =(

The thing now is I already miss him whenever he goes back to camp.
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Sian...

Hai... Just had a not-so-good quarrel with MiMi. But then, when have any quarrel been "uplifing" to the spirit? =(

Dunno why also... Been feeling kinda demoralize these few weeks. Guess I just don't have the job opportunity and plain old luck to get the ones I'm interested in. =]

Finally passed my practical 8 last Friday(09/07/2004). Can heave "half-a-sigh" of relief... The other half... That gotta wait after I pass my Traffic Police Test which is on the 5th August. Hee... Got a feeling that I'm SURE to fail and HAVE to retake it. But once again, what is new 'bout me failing and failing and failing(and failing....)?

Bought a DRESS today. Well, can say that it's my FIRST dress. Usually I have those demine skirt or working-type of skirt, which I wear them only WHEN REQUIRED. So kinda feel weird when I tried the dress on just now... So ?!@#$?. But seriously the dress is nice and MiMi likes it(I think?). =p

For now I only wish, pray, hope that MiMi will don't feel so down, demoralize, depress, despondent. Passing or failing my TP doesn't matter at all. If failing my TP will make his luck and mood change for the better, I rather so be it.

I hate it when he is not happy. Coz it make me unhappy to see him like that.
=(

Passed my Practical 7 ONCE!!!

Hahaha!! Can't believe it. This is the FIRST TIME I passed my practical at the first try!!! Guess was just plain lucky... (^^)

Sian... Feeling super confused and emotionally unstable now since June 10th. Dunno how long I can take this kind of f**k. Now is like quarreling with MiMi every single day--feels SO suffocating. I have no darnest idea if I'm the one who is changing or him. All I know is that I really feel like crying but just that no tears is coming to help me release out my frustration.

Last time, how I feel is that MiMi want to be just with me only. But now... I guess I'm really looking at things way too seriously and at the wrong angle.

Went shopping with Madelien on Wednesday. Bought a bracelet/anklet butterfly kind... She said it's a modern friendship band!! Wahahaha!!! Didn't know she still in this kind of stuff!!! *kidding* Really like it very very much. =]

Going for my Practical 8 this coming Monday. Of course I have to take revision circuit first lar!!! I KNOW i'm damn lousy, so I guess I have to put in extra effort. Hopefully can pass and get my traffic Police Test Date which is on the 22nd June.

Pray for me ya.
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MiMi BDay!!!

TODAY MY DEAR DEAR HUBBY MiMi 21th B|RTHDAY!! Happy Happy B|rthday!!! *muackz muackz huggies huggies*

Finally my MiMi booked out on the 26th... Just in time for his adulthood... (^^) Miss him so badly since 10th June. Practically cried everyday in the first week without him. What to do.... Love him so so much that when he not by my side, I will go crazy crazy...

Well, the worse(worst) have not come yet as I heard... But hopefully things can work out ok between us.

So headache and stressful now... Stress 'bout job, family, MiMi, bike. ={

Want to become part time, but apparently the company is like turning on a deaf ear to my pleads. At worst, I guess I gotta go. But for the sake of MiMi, I guess nothing other much else matters. =|

Had a slight misunderstanding at home Parents so not understanding also... ={

MiMi--Stress becoz I don't get to see him for SIX(6) DAYS!!!! This is the most stressful for me. =..{

Bike--Don't think I can make it for the July 15th test day. Dun know how many times I must take then can pass practical 7 & 8 ?!?!?! *Eh!!!demoralising one leh!!!*

Sian... Got to do split shift tomorrow... So darn tired now-physically & mentally. =[

Miss moi boy boy so much... Almost cried when he had to book in just now...

These few weeks just don't never seem to be in my favour.
=[

I'm a Glass of Wine!!
(^_^)