So sweet.. I had a tear at the corner of my "SSS" (small super single) eyes.

JM!! Where's my video on my birthday last year? I wanna see my own. =)

**aarrggghhhh.... how to get rid of the "video" box beside the original video?? i have two video of the same in one entry!!**

Yesterday received a letter from my management.. They were "concern and disappointed" that i took even more days of medical leave.

So bring the stubborn mule, i went down to the doctor and ask her to write a letter stating that my lips were swollen since 25th February. After which, i went to the office and show my evidence-my swelling, peeling, cracking lips.

Initially i wanted to show the letter and my lips to my superior. Unfortunately, he was not around. And as the story goes, my next higher authority was just around and spoke to me.

I explained my situation and her reply was "Go recover first!! Appeal later!! Face is part of your image, so must take care!!"


AS IF....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You genuinely care for my welfare.


Which means i have to type lots of email to explain, and listen to your illogical ranting of how to take care of my own health.

Listen up you morons! It's not as if i want to have infection on my FACE! As if i want to have the flu bug every alternate month! As if i want to injured myself while rushing to finish serving those never ending requests from those ever-hungry-ever-thirsty people!

I'm definitely not a workaholic for this company. I'm definitely not aiming for a promotion. But it doesn't mean i want to shit in my own backyard!! Why can't they just understand the fact that some people like me for instance, fall sick easier cause the immune system is just weaker against those bizarre, evolutionary viruses.

Anyway, the doctor decided to send me to a dermatologist cause the swelling keeps on going on and off, and seems to be spreading. Finally the skin stopped itchy-ing for today.. The swelling reduced too!!

Finally no double lips. =)

How suay can i get?? Let me count for you!!


Suay-ness No. 1:
After arriving back from Paris on 19 February, my lips and the skin around it began to flake and itch. I thought it was due to the dry cold harsh weather in Paris(it was 0 degree!!) that my lips was cracking and such.

At first, the doc thought i was allergic to painkillers, and gave some anit-histamin and oral application. It's more than 2 weeks now. My lips got worse day by day. Flaking is more obvious and some liquid will appear when i peel off those dangling skin. Swelling has spread and itchiness is getting unbearable. Went to see doc again, and we both think it could be cold sores. So now am on steriods to reduce my Angelina Jolie lips. Which some people thought it was natural (what the @%# !).


Suay-ness No. 2:
I was massaging my hand during that same Paris flight was i suddenly felt a sore spot on the palm side of my rught index finger. Further massaging it, it hurts like hell. Due to the nature of my work, i thought i had bruised it as usual.

After a couple of days, the pain didn't reside, i went to the doc to consultion(for my lips as well). She diagnosis it as a sprian. After a few days of rest, i did a London flight. Oh my!! I'm so scae of handshake now. Especially when people tend to grip harder. I can't yell out the pain they had exerted on me, so i could only squirmed and bear with it.

So again after more than 2 weeks, the doc decided to send me for xray, even thought she was sure it wasn't a fracture. Hello!! Of course i know that. If it's a fracture, i won't even be able to move my finger!! I just want to find out why my bone is protruding out? Why it hurts when i carry heavy things? Or why can't i do a simple handshake??


Suay-ness No. 3:
A couple of fly ppl on my London flight had the flu bug and were still recovering from it. Thw weather in London WASN'T bright and sunny. The bitter wind didn't help my inflammed lips and instead was helping to pass the bug around.

Ture enough, the bug got to me on the flight back home. It didn't help that the cabin air is already so dry. When arrival back home, my nose started dripping.

Yes, i got the FLU PACKAGE now as well.


Suay-ness No. 4:
On the day of departure back home... I took a shower after trying to get some sleep. while getting out of the bath tub, my ankle hit the white cement-ed bath tub.

You got it right. My left ankle is angrily red n bruise.


Suay-ness No.5:
Let's back track a bit. There was a super heavy downpour that day when i visit the doc for the 2nd time. After consultation, i went down for an xray immediately. All was going on fine after the xray(located on second floor), or so i thought...

I fell down the stairs as i made my way of of the clinic.

And i think i hit my right hand on the railing when trying to find my balance. I konw what you're thinking now.. don't say it!!


My posterior is very sensitive and distressed now. Maybe i need to sit on a rubber duck.
And it's not even Friday the 13th.