21 October 2007

Finally back in Singapore after being away for 8days.. But i definately don't miss the weather here lorrr......

Actually, I really regret not doing 1 thing when i was at Taipei Shilin Night Market...

While walking at the buzzing streets, there was a figure sitting on a wheel chair. He was holding a cardboard box.

On it was writen:" Qing3 Wu4 Wan2 Huo3", which means "Don't play with fire".

He is wearing a cap, paired with long, dark-colored sleeve shirt and pants. The only visible areas is so badly burnt and disfigured. His facial features are charred, misshape and disfigured. Both his hands and fingers are totally deformed to the extend that it became one lump of flesh. His physical appearance is beyond my description. It's like those pictures of burnt victims we see on the media.

Heart stopped for a moment. Stomach twisted. Tears begin to well up. I took out my purse and pour out all the coins i have. I didn't have spare cash to give. Also,i believe to "teach a man to fish, than to give him a fish everyday".
I looked at him straight into the eyes and smiled. The most sincere and heartfelt smile i ever gave. From the bottom-est of my heart.

When i walked away, i genuiely feel like giving him a hug. Yet, i could not muster the courage to do so. Scared 'bout how people will think when they see me doing so. Scared whether if he is a "fake", a swindler.

Fellow mate says maybe he is a part of those "gain sympathy from public" kind of syndicate.
But even if that's the truth, he had paid his debts off. I honeatly want to him to let him know that there are people out there who DO NOT view him as "another de-form human".

We should be thankful for what we have and how we are now.
And without a doubt, ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL IN OUR VERY OWN SPECIAL WAY.

So please, don't ever hestitate with what your heart tells you so.
=)

19 October 2007

Just back from karaoke/drinking session in CashBox PartyWorld Taipei..
Even saw the crew who are checking out at 5.10am.

My set of crew held a mini celebration for me and my team LS Alan. Quite touched lar...

Last year was also with my team during Bday at Paris. This year at Taipei..

That's me and Alan. Surprised by the cake that Abby and Karen bought.

After cutting the chocolate cake, the plastic knife broke and made a deep cut on right index finger. Nabei..

Picture not that clear lar, cause taking pictures using N95..

Half of my team, from left to right: LS Alan, LSS Karen, Me, Abby, WL/CTS John.

Crew who karaoke-ed and celebrated together.

Drank quite a lot lor.. Think 10litres of Asahi, Heinkein and Taiwan beer. Sing until most of us have sore throat. I got a freaking pounding headache now. Too long never drink this much liao. But hey!! I still can blog SOBERLY after all that drinking lor!!

The sun has risen as i compose this entry..

Goodness me.. No wonder biological clock all messed up..

Going to sleep liao..

Tomorrow evening go Night Market eat and walk around(meaning shopping lar!!)

CAN BUY MUAH CHEE AND MISTER DONUT TOO!!

nitey nites!!

=)

18 October 2007

14 hours flight time from Los Angeles to Taipei. Which haven't include: waking up at an unearthly hours due to the 15 hours time difference between Singapore and L.A. , 3hours departing from hotel, half hour bus ride, half hour post landing duties, 1 hour bus ride to Taipei hotel.

And now.. Finally back in Taipei!! Beginning to like Taipei more and more. Food shiok shiok, tv programme shiok shiok, shopping ok lar cause haven't venture out yet..

Ah yo... Body and Mind way way way too overworked already. Time for me to sleep first.. After working for dunno how many hours....... 4.5 hrs before flight + 14 hrs flight + 1.5 hrs after flight + 3hrs after checking into hotel = 23 hours liao lor!!

Talking 'bout 23... Birthday coming liao hor..

14 October 2007

*sniff sniff* i got the "standard package" again - flu, fever, sore throat, bleary eyes..
Especially after having Asahi and Taiwan beer..

During the drinking session, the girls where takling 'bout who's handsome in Singapore and those overseas. HEY!! I realise i don't find any actors/singers/dancer/compere handsome lor!!

Ok, I shall now update on my life now before i start blabbering 'bout him for this entry, even though i can't keep my mind off him!!

Today is Day 1(actually Day 2 'coz i haven sleep yet) of TPE/LAX.. First time on 777-300ER. Have to admit that the cabin ambience is nice, but not including the duties especially in Economy class..

Been quite some time since team flying was disband. The last time was during Chinese New Year at Frankfurt. Had "lou hei" in one of the girl room before proceeding to have "reunion lunch" at the now burnt down Chinese restaurant. How time flies through the good and bad.

Talking 'bout that, bond will finish in 20th January 2008. Time to really start action on what i've plan. But whether i can really achieve it or not, that's another question lor..

Birthday coming, no one to spend with..
How cool!!
=)

10 October 2008

I wanna fall in love with My Mr Right..!!

Am so sick of this kind of life style.. No freedom to meet friends. No rights to miss any calls. No possibilities of doing things that i like. No chance to ride bike.

I smile lesser. I laugh lesser. I frown more. I get upset easier. I cry more often. I feel down and depress every now and then. I feel like my whole life is being suck out and drained. What's happening..

Friends says I've "shrunk"(in physical size larrr!!!!!). Kate says i look less happier, less radiant, less jovial, less lively... Don't ask me why.. Maybe i know the reason, but dare not face it. Or maybe i just really dunno the reason..

There's a million and one things i want to do.. But there's no one to do it with me..

Will i ever ever meet My Right One??

that's me in Rome!!